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Rural Ontario Anywhere

January 7, 2013 By Uncategorized


On a journey through rural Ontario this morning as I visit family in Thornbury and Toronto before heading to Montreal tonight.

We are passing through the countryside south of Barrie. I just saw a sign that took me back 30 years. Outside a little restaurant the sign proudly advertised “homeburgers”

That made me smile because it is a word of this country only. A homeburger is a hamburger made fresh from ground beef rather than one that comes as a pre made patty. I have lived in British Columbia for 18 years and have almost forgotten that word.

Travelling through this country stirs my old blood memory.

Mutations are the way to make change

January 2, 2013 By Being, CoHo, Community, Emergence, First Nations, Leadership, Organization, Practice 4 Comments

Very few of us have our hands on the real levers of power.  We lack the money and influence to write policy, create tax codes, move resources around or start and stop wars.  Most of us spend almost all of our time going along with the macro trends of the world.  We might hate the implications of a fossil fuel economy, but everything we do is firmly embedded within it.  We might despise colonization, but we know that we are alos guilty of it in many small ways,

The reason challenges like that are difficult to resolve is that we are embedded within them.  We are a part of them and the problem is not like something outside of ourselves that we apply force to.  Instead it is like a virus or a mycellium, extending it’s tendrils deep into our lives.  We are far more the product of the problems we wish to solve than we are the solutions we long to develop.

Social change is littered with ideas like “taking things to scale” which implies that if you just work hard enough, the things you will do will become popular and viral and will take over the world.  We can have a sustainable future if “we just practice simple things and then take them to scale.”  The problem with this reasoning is that the field in which we are embedded, that which enables us to practice small changes is heavily immune to change.  Our economy, our energy systems, our governments are designed to be incredibly stable.  They can withstand all kinds of threats and massive changes,  This is a GOOD THING.  I would hate to have the energy system that powers my life to be fickle enough to be transformed by every good idea that comes along about sustainable power generation.  So that is the irony.  In the western world, the stability that we rely on to be able to “make change” is exactly that which we desire to change.

We are embedded in the system. We ARE the system.  That which we desire to change is US.  You want a peaceful world, because you are not a fully peaceful person – violence has seeped into your life, and you understand the implications of it.  This is also a GOOD THING.  Because, as my friend Adam Kahane keeps quoting from time to time “if you are not a part of the problem, you cannot be part of the solution.” Real change in stable societies like Canada comes only from catastrophic failure.  That may be on our horizon, but I call you a liar if it’s something you desire.  It will not be pretty.  Living on the west coast of Canada, I sometimes think about it because a massive earthquake will strike here – possibly in my lifetime – and it will change everything instantly and massively and forever.  So, while climate change and economic collapse are probabilities, earthquakes are certainties.

So let’s forget about prototyping new things and “taking them to scale.”  But let’s not forget about prototyping new things.  Because one of the big lessons from the living systems world view is that change happens in an evolutionary way.  It happens deep within the system and it requires two resources we all have – creativity and time.  It does not require hope.  Living systems do not hope.  They just change.

Years ago I was inspired by Michael Dowd’s ideas captured in “Thank God for Evolution” in which he talks about mutations as the vehicle of change in evolving systems.  Of course this is a widespread thought, but it was quite liberating to me when I first discovered it because it compels us to use our own creativity to make change.  Practicing something different, as some small level, is not a useless endeavour.  There is no way to know what will happen when you mutate the system.  And so that is a reason for practicing.  That is why I love Occupy and #IdleNoMore  and other social gathering practices.  They are creative mutations of the status quo.  And they are undertaken without any expectation of massive change.  Instead they seed little openings, the vast majority of which don’t go anywhere.  In an evolutionary system, mutations may introduce new levels of adaptability, but they might alos kill off the organism.  But to survive and evolve, an organism needs to mutate.  Remaining the same is also suicidal, because everything else is mutating and changing, and you will lose your fitness if you don’t also change.

So the second resource we all have is time.  if you are beholden to making change along a strategic critical pathway, especially in a complex living system, you will suffer terrible delusions.  Very few of us have that kind of time.  The kind of time we do have is the time to let whatever we do work or fail.  To orient yourself to this kind of time, you need to practice something with no expectation of it’s success.  The moment you cling to a desired result is the moment suffering creeps into your work, and the moment you begin to lose resilience.  Adaptability is reliant on creative imaginations working resourcefully.

So changing from within has something to do with all of this.  Watching #IdleNoMore is to witness a celebratory mutation in the system of colonization.  It is impossible to say if it will have the desired results that people project upon it.  But of course it will “work.”  We need to sit and watch it work as a mutation in a living system.  And the bonus is that we get to round dance while we do it!

Swimming with the Bears

January 1, 2013 By Uncategorized


A beautiful afternoon here on Bowen Island where the annual polar bear swim took place. More than 100 people gathered around a beach fire at Bowen Bay and on the count of 10 plunged into the chilly waters. Finn and I did it as is our ritual, cleansing ourselves for the new year.

Happy New Year to you all.

Possession is 9/10 of settlement…

January 1, 2013 By First Nations 12 Comments

Have you been following the #IdleNoMore movement?

Well I use the word”movement” but what I really mean is “occupation” because that is what it is…indigenous people deeply occupying traditional lands and traditional languages, and being joined by settlers.  It is another example of the active  decolonization  that has been going on largely unseen in indigenous communities for many years now.  These efforts take all kinds of shapes and forms but they are  almost  always  initiated  by youth and Elders together.  They are rarely led by traditional indigenous organizations or leaders.

The purpose of things like this is awakening.  It is not that a few simple sounding demands need to be met (although the hunger strike of Chief Teresa Spence and the protest of federal legislation are providing a simple focus).  The mainstream and the powers that be love to have a simple goal.  They continually asked the Occupy movement to put out some demands.  It is easier that way, both to respond to it and to fight it.

But Occupy and #IdleNoMore are not lobby efforts.  They are prototypes of new ways of being.  They are arenas for the practice of a new kind of conscious living.  They are not fully fledged revolutionary moments in time that have a definite start and end.  They are far more sophisticated than that;  they wake people up.

#IdleNoMore has beautifully woken up settlers, and that is one of the things that makes it different.  Most indigenous protests move along barely registering on the minds of non-indigenous Canadians.  i’m willing to be that few readers of this blog (and you guys are in te know) have actually engaged with the Truth and Reconciliation Commission process in Canada.  It’s kind of absurd, that there is a major  examination  of the legacy of  residential  schools being worked over, that deeply important stories are being told and very few Canadians are there to hear them, let alone be a part of the compassion, forgiveness or reconciliation.  Most days it feels like indigenous people in Canada are reconciling with a ghost.

(By the way, you can join in)

That one-sided invisibility is largely why #IdleNoMore has sprung up this winter.  Teresa Spence has been a target of powerful political interests for more than a year, when the housing crises in her community shed light on the appalling policies of the current federal government.  And their response to her was to have her investigated and pilloried in the media for wasting money and not being a responsible leader, none of which was true.  And now you have this absurd moment where a democratically elected leader is camped out near Parliament Hill, on a hunder strike to ask the Prime Minister to meet with her.  And so far he won’t.

And so all across Canada people are engaging in round dances and bone games, organized flashmob style.  Indigenous and settlers are celebrating the historic occupation of North America by it’s original peoples and while the dancing and the playing is going on, minds and hearts are being opened.  This is the first time in my life when I have seen such broad based engagement between ordinary non-indigenous Canadians and their traditional hosts.  So if you are non-indigenous, what can you do to play?  A question many non-indigenous people are asking is how can I decolonize myself?

Well, beyond understanding the situation a bit, and helping to spread the word and stand as allies with Elders and youth, there are a few other things you can do.  First of all, notice how you speak.

Yesterday I was having a conversation with my good friend Khelsilem, who has been involved in organizing not only some of the local #IdleNoMore activities around here, but who has alos been hosting the deeper conversation on what decolonization means.  We were discussing this question of what settlers can do and we stumbled on a challenge.  Khelsiliem is a language teacher and he was noting that in many indigenous languages there is really no possessive case.  You can’t really say “That is my cup.”  Instead you say something like “This is the cup I am using.”  Also, concepts like want and desire are different too.  “I want that cup” is a strange ting to say in Squamish, while “I could use that cup” is more accurate.

You see that English spends a lot of time keeping nouns and verbs seperate (English scholars hate it when people “medal” at the Olympics or “texT” a message or “groundtruth” a concept) and as a result, English has a a lot of rules about how to possess things.

So one way to begin the process of decolonization is to notice how often you use the possessive in English and what it feels like to offer a different sentence construction.  This gives some insight into what it is like to live in a way where, in the words of one of my Elders “I belong to everything” rather than a world where the world is full of “all my relations.”  Shifting the mindset of possession, of what we belong to and what belongs to us, is a very interesting way to think about what is happening.  As indigenous youth reclaim languages across Canada this is the mind shift they are going through as well.  When the richness of indigenous language is plumbed, the mindset of belonging to everything sweeps over you and that is accompanied by gratitude, humility and delight.

This is one of the quiet, powerful effects of #IdleNoMore and you won’t find anyone talking about it on the talk shows or in the newspapers or on TV, but it is happening EVERYWHERE and it could be one piece of personal practice that happens to you too.  While a Chief is hunger striking and a railway is being blocked,minds are changing and hearts are opening and relationships are being formed.  This is the real work that is going on.

New year – musings

December 31, 2012 By Art of Hosting, Being 3 Comments

Several little realignings in my life have meant that this blog has gone through one of it’s periodic wanings.  Also, I have been enjoying some time off and some time developing projects which aren’t ready to be written about yet.  But I’m still here, watching calendars tick over, watching the rhythms of light and darkness oscillate in everything, and committed more than ever to a kind of gratitude of the present moment that seems helpful in a world where we are increasingly disenfranchised from everything that lies outside the skin (and some that lies within as well.)

Meg Wheatley has a new book out, and her message is pretty resonant with what I have been thinking lately: that spiritual warriorship is essentially doing the right thing anyway.  Doing it in spite of the fact that nothing might work, in spite of the fact that we know no certainty for our effectiveness in the world, that we are small and human and able to do what we are able to do.  I have appreciated that.

I don’t like making new year’s resolutions, but in these temporal turnings my thought turns to what is alive in me that may take shape in the next year.  At this point I’m refining a new spiritual practice, trying to fit some stuff about what I know into some old stories that I know pretty well. It is engaging my mind and heart and making me more compassionate, but the path is a confusing one and I think being knocked around by it is helpful, for to have certainty in a spiritual practice while swimming in uncertainty is a dangerous thing.  I am appreciating a spiritual practice that is chaotic and confusing and demands my attention to inconsistency and struggle.  It wants me to be rational and compassionate, exploring new frontiers and rooting myself deeply in old stories.  So…

This year too, I’m trying to figure out how to work with power.  I mean real, brutal, cold and independent power.  Power that doesn’t need me or doesn’t care about me, but might occasionally invite me to engage with it.  How do you work WITH the system that you hold blame for?  How do you work from within?  This comes from a place of occupying, not moving against.  It comes from an idea that if we occupy exactly where we are at the moment, we are in good shape, doing what we can.  I love the flashmob round dances that #IdleNoMore is putting on.  What does that look like when you are bringing that kind of serious play to questions like “how do I bring more life to my work in the bank?  Or with a land developer? Or with the establishment?”

My friends Tim Merry, Marguerite Drescher and Tuesday Ryan-Hart and my beloved Caitlin Frost are deepening this inquiry at ALIA this year. Consider joining us.

And I think this is the year I look at the practice of participating, as one of the core Art of Hosting practices. What does it men to be a participant in different contexts? Whose responsibility is it for a good experience?  Is cynicism just a way of not participating?  I feel this one deeply in my bones, thanks to a lovely inquiry into the nature of the sacred with my friend Tenneson Woolf.

Travel-wise, I’m lucky to have a lot of local work lined up for this year. Nevertheless, I’m off to Ontario and Quebec next week and will travel to Sweden, Denmark, Chicago, calgary and around British Columbia a little this year.  I may also visit Estonia and Zimbabwe as well.  And who knows what else will come my way.  i’m trying to reduce my travel and have happily lost my Air Canada Elite status for the coming year, which was a goal of mine from a couple of years ago.  It means that I am travelling less and working closer to home.

Elsewhere, this will be a year of all season stand up paddleboarding, continued music making in sacred and secular contexts (it’s all sacred actually!) and  being close to the natural world.  Something about a paddle in my hand, a song in my heart and a lung full of forest air.

And I may even return to this space more frequently.

See you out there.