{"id":743,"date":"2005-06-09T10:10:00","date_gmt":"2005-06-09T18:10:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/chriscorrigan.com\/blogs\/?p=743"},"modified":"2005-06-09T10:10:00","modified_gmt":"2005-06-09T18:10:00","slug":"wanting-to-know-what-risk-feels-like","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.chriscorrigan.com\/parkinglot\/wanting-to-know-what-risk-feels-like\/","title":{"rendered":"Wanting to know what risk feels like"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>A couple of days ago I had my first experience on a ropes course.  We only had a short time at this facility and so the piece I chose to do was what was described as the most fearsome of all the apparati.  It was affectionately dubbed &#8220;the Pamper pole&#8221; after the diaper brand.<\/p>\n<p>The Pamper pole is a a 10 meter high log stood on its end with a platform on top.  It has little cleats that you can climb up and the point of the exercise is to get to the top, stand on a platform and leap into space to grab at a bar hanging two meters in front of you.<\/p>\n<p>I have no real fear of heights, and I had no trust issues with my belay crew, so getting up wasn&#8217;t hard at all.  Standing on the platform though and contemplating jumping out into space was a little strange.  I generally pride myself on being able to handle change and chaos pretty well and there are times when I have jumped into figurative unknowns without a problem.  But standing on that rickety platform, trying to centre my attention in my core rather than in my knees, I found myself staring at the bar and wanting more information.  I wanted to know how it would feel to miss, and how it would feel to actually leap, safety net be damned.<\/p>\n<p>That held me back for a few minutes, and frankly it surprised me.  Despite all the safety that I knew was there, I was looking for one more piece, and it was the most intangible and impossible piece.  How was I possibly going to get that information other than by jumping?<\/p>\n<p>Interesting.  I can see this in many people and groups I work with: looking for impossible information before jumping into something new.  Either we suck it up and leap, or we simply shy away and never know what it could have been like.<\/p>\n<p>Been there?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A couple of days ago I had my first experience on a ropes course. We only had a short time at this facility and so the piece I chose to do was what was described as the most fearsome of all the apparati. It was affectionately dubbed &#8220;the Pamper pole&#8221; after the diaper brand. The Pamper pole is a a 10 meter high log stood on its end with a platform on top. It has little cleats that you can climb up and the point of the exercise is to get to the top, stand on a platform and leap &#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"_wpas_customize_per_network":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-743","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/piBp1-bZ","jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chriscorrigan.com\/parkinglot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/743","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chriscorrigan.com\/parkinglot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chriscorrigan.com\/parkinglot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chriscorrigan.com\/parkinglot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chriscorrigan.com\/parkinglot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=743"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.chriscorrigan.com\/parkinglot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/743\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chriscorrigan.com\/parkinglot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=743"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chriscorrigan.com\/parkinglot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=743"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chriscorrigan.com\/parkinglot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=743"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}