{"id":183,"date":"2003-05-06T00:05:55","date_gmt":"2003-05-06T08:05:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/chriscorrigan.com\/blogs\/?p=183"},"modified":"2003-05-06T00:05:55","modified_gmt":"2003-05-06T08:05:55","slug":"93848335","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.chriscorrigan.com\/parkinglot\/93848335\/","title":{"rendered":"93848335"},"content":{"rendered":"

From the journals of Rob Horne<\/A>, an irrigation contractor living near San Diego. He calls his journal “Backward Rain” because once described his work in irrigation that way.<\/p>\n

May 6, 1966 – Friday
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\nThis trip to Japan must really have shaken me up inside even more than I realize. I\u00ef\u00bf\u00bdm not really afraid any longer because I\u00ef\u00bf\u00bdve gotten used to the idea of moving but something deep down inside seems to be bothering me.<\/p>\n

For instance the first night after I found out I was going I had a terrible dream. At first I was asleep and the next moment I was in my mother\u00ef\u00bf\u00bds room telling her that she had forgotten to give somebody, I don\u00ef\u00bf\u00bdt know who, his insulin. I was deathly afraid because I knew whoever it was would die without his shot. Finally mother convinced me that it was a bad dream and I went back to bed.<\/p>\n

Lately I\u00ef\u00bf\u00bdve found it very hard to sleep and this reflects on my physical characteristics. I\u00ef\u00bf\u00bdm always tired and run down and my face is a little broken out. I guess this isn\u00ef\u00bf\u00bdt too unusual, after al anybody would be a little nervous when they\u00ef\u00bf\u00bdre moving to another country.<\/p>\n

Other things that are happening are that I find it harder to talk. When I can think of something to say I have to talk slower or I\u00ef\u00bf\u00bdll mix my words up. I could be imagining everything, maybe I\u00ef\u00bf\u00bdve been this way all along.
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I found this piece by taking today’s date and using this random number generator<\/A> to come up with a year, and then subjecting the whole lot to Google. Lo and behold, I pull a 37 year old journal entry out of some guy’s online diary and it’s about dreaming.<\/p>\n

“I could be imagining everything, maybe I’ve been this way all along.”<\/I><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

From the journals of Rob Horne, an irrigation contractor living near San Diego. He calls his journal “Backward Rain” because once described his work in irrigation that way. May 6, 1966 – Friday This trip to Japan must really have shaken me up inside even more than I realize. I\u00ef\u00bf\u00bdm not really afraid any longer because I\u00ef\u00bf\u00bdve gotten used to the idea of moving but something deep down inside seems to be bothering me. For instance the first night after I found out I was going I had a terrible dream. At first I was asleep and the next moment …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"_wpas_customize_per_network":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-183","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/siBp1-93848335","jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chriscorrigan.com\/parkinglot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/183","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chriscorrigan.com\/parkinglot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chriscorrigan.com\/parkinglot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chriscorrigan.com\/parkinglot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chriscorrigan.com\/parkinglot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=183"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.chriscorrigan.com\/parkinglot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/183\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chriscorrigan.com\/parkinglot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=183"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chriscorrigan.com\/parkinglot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=183"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chriscorrigan.com\/parkinglot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=183"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}